Taking a break for 1 week – Taba

Lulu is the only good friend of yours I know. But I don’t think it is her..

Sorry about that.

I myself always wait for my E-woman friends to get a better guy.
Bloodsugar did just that with me. She found RAW BONER. He is Mine and Quin’s replacement. Scary right?
And she completely hates me for disliking his sex talks all the time. All the time it is something sexual to some stupid level. (Even though all I tried to do is make her happy and give her all these nice compliments)
So now whenever I try to talk or hangout with them, they attack me or on MMNB they ignore me.

Does it bother me? Nope. I don’t care many people hate me and it’s just another few to lay on the pile. You can say that she doesn’t do it or she can tell you she still is okay with me and lie about it. But I know she hates me. I know.

So what does that have to do with anything? Well, Bloodsugar used to be my good friend? She used to be okay. But she hates me over something so lame. It makes no sense. But that’s how things go right? Might as well roll off to the next woman that gives you some attention and see if she will keep you like the friend she tells you that you are. Instead of lying and making up bullshit to tease you and give you a false sense of security. That’s how things are on here.

Taba, I knew we never have seen eye to eye or even really been on the same feel. But, I hope you feel better an never let it hit you too hard. Just something you gotta deal with.

Here is something even more scary? If you are friends with your abuser it only gives them the chance to do it again. Haven’t you seen a wolf in sheep’s clothing?

Why am I helping? Because I have seen women do this to men a lot. You may think I am anti-woman or seem harder on them.. But they do this a lot. For stupid reasons. It interests me.

– Goose

P.S. You’ll love this song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrAlZRtOsoE

And this one.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAPbYqCiU3Q

What I don’t understand is how I can act like a fuck sometimes and people like that more than they guy that is actually there for them?

You know how I act and how I can be. I am sure you have seen it first hand? Right? I know you have. Most of the time it is for a reason. A good reason. I never get mad or take my vengence out on someone that doesn’t need it. I think that if she can take my fucked up act, then she can take one problem from you. Then again I am unsure what transpired before that.

She is like that sometimes with me. I never understand why people keep trivial things on their minds. It always makes me wonder.. But you know that Bloodsugar did something similar. It’s always gotta be the little things…. (Big things) that get you down.

But looky here. It’s better, because if someone pulls that on you again, you’ll be ready.. Or hell you’ll be on guard for it.

Keep strong and don’t let it hurt you.

Anytime.

Did you over message her? Close mindedness? Hmm?